harlowejean

I can taste the fear upon you: The cold sweat in your palms, The eyes that dart at shadows, And the lips that are forced into a tightened smile. You wait beneath the blankets, Shivering each night as the anxiety rises. You gasp at the slightest sounds and quiver... For you are afraid of the curse that comes. In your mind you see what you have done to me. You watched as you ripped my tongue And stole the very voice from my soul! But even if I am without a body, Even if I can no longer hold a knife to your throat. Fear alone is enough for me to silence you, And I will NEVER allow you to be heard!

Pushy needy clingy, all the worst traits in a girl I’m going to scare you away aren’t I? Why cant I keep my secrets from you why must you tear down my barriers why do you find me kind? I’m truly not, I’m cruel and mean and I do not deserve you but I need you… to keep me safe and sane. I’m scared and you're going to find out eventually after all I can’t keep any of my secrets from you. What am I to do? I want to to tell you the truth but I know it will scare you I don’t want to cling too tight but If I don’t I’ll push you away it hurts to much to open up but it’s impossible t